What a morning.

Woke up with this extreme pain in my lower back & it was shooting down my legs. Not fun. 

Got the kids to school & me back home safely then sat in bed all morning with an ice pack. 

So I was supposed to go to Pilates this morning. I was all looking forward to it & this had to happen :/

I HATE back pain....

At home today....

No Y today, but I did some Pilates during Wheel of Fortune. 

It was not relaxing for me...I had Rufus tryin to lay on my mat with me, Emma trying to go along with me but says it's too hard (lol) and Cody found a hole in my pants....A HOLE! And these are my FAV yoga pants!!! 

And while ALLL of this is going on..where's Ted?! Sittin on the couch playin Hay Day on the iPad. 

Still love him tho ;)

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The Struggle is REAL y'all ....

Not gonna lie. I totally want to go back home & sleep the day away...getting motivation is SOO stinking hard anymore. 

But I'm here. I'm sitting in my car, in the YMCA parking lot. I have about 40 minutes till Pilates & I can't seem to get out of the car. Seriously. 

I mean, I don't even have the heat on...so I'm COLD. 

I can do this, right?!? 

RIGHT.

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Well I did it. I walked slowly in, sat & text my Cub Scout parents in the locker room (lol) then slowly walked to the room for Pilates. 

And OH MY GOODNESS. I'm gonna be hurtin later. But I totally missed being there. Honestly, I didn't want it to be over. I wanted more bc I know when I leave the struggle begins again. 

It should get easier, right? Bc something has got to give...I don't remember it being so hard before....

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